So here I am. Just scrolling trough my Tumblr blog and searching for things to pin on Pinterest as I stumble upon an old thinking post of mine where I complain about disappointments I have over people who claim to be awesome, but sooner or later turn out to be full of shit.

And as it happens, there is a couple of new people in my life, of witch I think are very cool. I suppose it got me thinking on how I’m taking a different mind approach on the matter. I don’t idolize just one person anymore. I find several people very agreeable and fun to be around.

I also try not to think of myself as some looser, but rather as an equal. Also I try to be open about myself, because I don’t want people idolizing me and then realize I’m not all that and then feel disappointment.

Also putting cinnamon in my cocoa was not the best of ideas I had today.

Perhaps if I focus on doing things I will be proud of rather then thinking about what others think of me?  Yes, I should be doing cool stuff and stop worrying. I think that will be time much better spent.

Or watching bdsm pictures on tumblr and ffffound :)