Today is the international cat day and most of the people is going to get sparkles on their hair, exaggerate with makeup (I’m gonna choke myself while coughing - possibly) perhaps eat an expensive dinner and get drunk on champagne and then watch a bunch of explosive things go up in smoke.

Damn you people, interrupting me, so I get of track and then have to start all over again.

So, where was I. ah yes, I was trying to illustrate how silly it is to make such a big deal about one day ending and new one starting. But I suppose it’s cool to have a point somewhere when you say: this is the end, and tomorrow is a new fresh start. If one year sucked, the next must bee better and such bolocks.

But why do you have to be somewhere special? …

…nah, this is not working. I’ll try again latter.

Later:

my plan for today was to stay in my flat and not see another soul until next year, but my flat-mate came to get some things before his girlfriend arrives and he had so say hello. But I think that was the last of humans I saw today.

So now I can focus on listening to new Justice album, perhaps making some dinner latter, surfing the web and probably going to sleep before midnight, because I have work tomorrow. Yes, I have work tomorrow, what of it. I work in a hotel and unlike these past few days, tomorrow we are fully booked. But I get Monday and Tuesday of so it’s cool. Also I was free for Christmas, so thats OK. Because Christmas is a time to spend with ones family and I did just that, so I’m cool.

Also, time to put my new Justice album on repeat, because I’m tired of pressing play every 47 minutes.

Yeah, I newer make plans for new years eve. I always go with the flow. This year I decided, that I will have work in the morning. I could have asked for a day off but I didn’t want to. I don’t know why, that’s just how it is. I guess I just didn’t like other suggestions that came my way.Or maybe I just like saying: nothing, I start wwork at 6a.m tomorrow.

But what about this year? Unlike 2010, when I made a couple of life-changing decisions, this year was pretty much straight forward.

I did move to a new flat in march, so now I have 4 cool flat-mates. Two of them will probably leave soon, so I’m kinda hopping to get new ones, cuz I like it here. The landlord comes once a month to collect rent and that’s it. No problem.

I turned 26 so I lost my financial support and had to find a job, but I did that so, no big drama there.

I finally became a bigger person and am now capable of adapting myself to the environment I’m in. I now understand, that some people will never be as perceptive as me and try to be understanding about it. Sometimes I even amuse myself in trying to be like them or trying to show them what it’s like to be me.

Emotionally, I did have a big crush in the spring, but I’ve gotten over that before summer, so nope, nothing happening there (except when that time of the month comes, I’m an emotional time bomb then and I never know witch direction I’m going to explode). So all and all I’ve been emotionally stable. I actually find myself hating people who walk around like the weight of the world is on their shoulders. Fucking stand up and it will fall down. Because I have learned (now I don’t know if this was in the year 2011 or before, but who cares) that every problem is solvable if you only take the trouble and do something about it.

And at this point I should probably take some of my own medicine and deal with a couple of leftovers from my past and finish school and start believing in myself.

Also lose a few pounds so I can wear those jeans again. :)