May 2013
29 posts
Or is it?
May 22nd
It's ok.
I’m used to it. It’s what I do best actually. Suppressing my own feelings, putting on the act I’m tough and all. I don’t even cry myself to sleep anymore. I haven’t done it in years to be honest. I only cry at the end of Pride And Prejudice TV mini series, witch I watch at least once a year. Suppressing my emotions has become a routine now a days. Most of the time i...
May 22nd
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May 21st
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“Eric: Oh sweetie, don’t be a fool.. Jason: If I wanna be a fool, I will...”
– TRUE BLOOD (S05E12) (very discretely, behind all the rubbish, they’re actually alright.)
May 21st
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May 20th
I'm sorry.
Yes, well… how about stick it up your arse! Sorry won’t change the fact, shit happened and I got pissed about it.
May 20th
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The thing is...
..I’m a fortress. And not just a regular fortress. I’m one of those “high tech real advanced for their time Vlad the Impaler* ” kind of fortress. I’m not saying I am impossible to penetrate, but it is damn hard. For instance, one can not tear down the walls using force. Oh no, Your weapons wouldn’t even reach across the lake filed with hungry crocodiles. And...
May 19th
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May 19th
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I'm in love!
Tall, strong, shoulder length blond hair, emerald green eyes, caries a hammer. Also red cape :) Hm, I wonder if friends call him MC Hammer? I know I would :D
May 18th
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Nothing can make me feel better now.
 Except Dylan Moran.
May 18th
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May 16th
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May 16th
You can become anything!
Now this has become a very popular wisdom to write on a photograph and post all over the internet. Problem is, I am already half way trough my life and now you tell me this?! When I was fourteen and didn’t know what I want to do with my life, but had to make an important decision on witch school to go after elementary, my mother forced me to go study for a cook. I wanted to be a...
May 16th
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May 15th
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Oh Sure...
I had to go looking for job adds. Like I don’t already know I’m qualified to do absolutely nothing and am therefore unemployable.  This is bullshit…
May 14th
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Ex Girlfriend.
 Possibly.
May 13th
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Is it weird...
…that I just went to a lot of trouble to find a girl on facebook that I suspect is a stalker of some dude I don’t even care about? And is it even weirder, that I found her and I send her a friend request using my secret stalker facebook profile? She of course accepted my friendship offer immediately and is completely unaware of what the fuck is going on.
May 13th
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May 12th
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May 12th
May 12th
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May 12th
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It's simple really.
And then this guy says to me, how he remembers this one time we were working together and he noticed that I’m not completely heartless. Well of course I’m not, I am just human. I only appear to be a complete bitch and entirely unpleasant person, because I’m protecting myself from unnecessary heart ache and other unpleasant feelings that come with opening yourself to much to the...
May 11th
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Goatees are horrible.
Shave it of or grow a proper beard!
May 11th
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May 10th
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May 8th
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May 7th
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Dreams.
So yeah, had another one of my bizarre dreams this morning. I was driving on a bus i think, when I saw a job add on a billboard. They were searching for painters. Hey, I can paint! So I stepped of the bus and took a closer look at the add. The address was on. Oh, but that is not two minutes away from here! Somehow I knew where I was even thou everything was just a combination of places i know from...
May 2nd
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May 1st
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May 1st
April 2013
30 posts
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Apr 28th
Apr 27th
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Apr 26th
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Apr 21st
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“I held the door open for an old lady at this coffee shop and now she’s in line...”
– Dave Hill (via nevver)
Apr 21st
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Apr 21st
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FYI
I love Ryan Gosling but was unable to see the whole Notebook movie. 
Apr 21st
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Apr 20th
Depressed.
Fuck. I don’t want to leave my dream world. I like it there. I wish I could just sit by a tree and meditate myself away from this wretched world. It worked for Buddha didn’t it?
Apr 19th
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Apr 19th
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Apr 18th
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Apr 16th
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Apr 16th
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Dreams.
Despite the fact, that in my dreams there was a monster who ripped you to shreds If it found you, I didn’t want to wake up. I radder kept on dreaming. And it’s a good thing to, because in the end we found the monster and killed it. It was a sort of monkey like creature who was intelligent up to a point and it even acquired a gun in the end. But was convinced by my brother to change it...
Apr 16th
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Team Work.
Seriously! I can’t even look at job ads with that in their description. It literally makes me sick. Because who are these fucks kidding? It’s not about team work, it’s about exploiting people. Making them feel like they matter, when they really don’t. Also all those claims on how they are experts in their fields and how they need more experts. Well how the fuck can one...
Apr 15th
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Apr 15th
My Flat-mate thinks I'm pretty.
Lol, still not a lesbian.
Apr 15th
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Apr 15th
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Apr 11th
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People tend to hide
their tendencies to perverse thoughts, ideas and desires. Because other people tend to frown upon such thoughts, ideas and desires. I on the other hand am testing my limit. How far can I go? How far can others go? The imagination has no limit. What about truth. What about making your perverse Ideas and desires come true? How far can I go in practice? I don’t know, I’m testing. I...
Apr 10th